Friday, April 30, 2010

High School and KFC ;)

salam, :)

hari ini hari jumaat. blek skula awal. agak boring la hari ni. xda apa nk buat. so i plan nk ikot mama pegy sekola nya. (High School) kt sana, nk tolong mama kemas meja kt bilik guru. nk hias2 bagi baru dan cantik. :) wooah, mama i nk menang award ni. so, meja kena cantik la. mama pilih warna tema purple. cute jea i tgk. fail box mama tu haa yg cute. corak Mickey Mouse. dh la favourite i tu. wushh geram, geramm. hehe. :D time mama duk kemas tu, i ada lah snap2 pic. high school kan cantik, its no doubt yeah!































Lepas dh habis kemas2, kami pon blek la. dh pkul 6 dh time tu. lama jugak kami kt situ. klaw duk lama lagi, nnti bertembung dengan budak skola petang plak. diorg nk blek kan. nnti jam. so kami pon cepat2 lah blek. dh sampai padang lalang, mama cakap mama nk makan KFC. i xnk, im on diet rite now. hehe. serious meyh! nk jga badan ni. takot my heart stealer lariii. ngehehe ;D tp mama nk makan jugak kt kfc tu. huh, what to do? kena ikot jeaaa..















ok lah. dats all fer today.
off! :)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Wake Up Call?



hye ;')

u know what? Nateeka call i petang td. dlm kul 4 cmtu. i tengah tido. baru blek dari skola, i penat sgt tu yg i tido. tiba2, phone i berbunyi. terkejut i. dengan muka yg masih mengantuk dan blur tu, i tercari-cari lah phone i. TAPI tak sempat nk jwb call dya. haiyoo. pastu dya x call blek pon. ntah apa la mimpi dya call i petang2 buta ni.
kacau org tido jea. haih, tp i sgt lah pelik kenapa dya call i har? dh lama kami tak contact sejak 'fight' ary tu. huhu. lepas tu i pon sambung tido blek. hehe. penatttt.

Read This,

Phone Call..

(Ring) (Ring)

Number you dialed is....

I didn't want to say much right now
Just leaving you a message
Constantly thinking it over
Not much is on my head

I just want to talk to you
Get to know more about you
So please, answer me back

Just a Phone Call to settle things
Clearing up any problematic distress we both have
Hoping to make things go right
Just for one night to see things very bright

(Beep) (Beep)

(Ring) (Ring)

Hello

I finally get a chance to get a hold of you
However, it wasn't enough for me
For just an hour of us talking
I felt like we can talk more for awhile
Maybe seeing your lovely smile

I have taken a liking into you
Sweetly you are on my mind
Everyday and as I sleep to dream

Just a Phone Call to settle things
Clearing up any problematic distress we both have
Hoping to make things go right
Just for one night to see things very bright

(Beep) (Beep)

-Interlude-
Number you dialed is..
Reach me when you can
Please leave a message for..
Give me a Phone Call back
Leave a call back number or hang up

I want to see you

Ring me up a Phone Call
I'll be here waiting for you
Ring you up a Phone Call
You'll be there waiting for me

I just want to be at your side
To let our voices be heard
Through such fun and lovely conversations
Laughing and enjoying each other's company

To me, you could be the one I have been looking for
From where I am as I stare into the space and stars
To you, I could be the one you have been searching for
From where you are as you stare into the space and glittering stars

Just a Phone Call to answer....

(Dial Tone)

*its a song i think. i get it from cetrobo. :)

OFF~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I'm All Alone~


_________________________________we used to be like this_____________________________

I'm sitting here - alone
And no one can make me happy...
You are far, far away from here
You don't even think about me
I'm alone, so weak and crying
I'm thinking about our love
What can I do to have you back right now?
I don't know when you come back
I don't know are you still alive...
I don't know - just don't know.
How can I live without you now?

The days are going so long
and make me suffer
I don't remember how to smile...
Can anybody understand me?
I want to see you again
smiling at me and saying:
"Everything will be all right"
Sometimes it's hard to live further
Especialy when You aren't next to me...

There is no one who give me a hand
No one who can restore my smile back...
No one by you...only you...
And I miss you dear.
much more than you can wonder...


___________________________________but now, IM ALONE_________________________________

*I'll be waiting - for Sun in my life again :)

Monday, April 26, 2010

I Miss You!



I Miss You...

It's amazing how lonely I am
without you by my side.
I miss you so much right now...

I need to feel you against me.
I want to melt in your embrace.
I need you so much right now...

I miss you.
I can't stop thinking about you..
It's like you're stuck in my head,
I think about you everyday...

I feel like I should be dead.
It hurts me,
When I see couples kissing in public
and saying those words..
I wish it was you and me...

I crave the gentle caress
of your lips on my neck...
And the way you whisper in my ear,
that makes me weak at the knees.
I want you so much right now...

I'm not happy until I'm with you.
I miss your smile and your laugh.
I miss your warmth and your touch.
I miss everything that you are.
I miss everything you make me feel,
when we're together.

Every passing day we spend apart
is pure torture...
but seeing you at last,
makes it all worthwhile.
But still I have to say...
I miss you so much right now...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Subzero, Jusco!



how are you? ;')

im fine. hell, i lied! from outside you can see me all fine. but very deep inside my heart, im totally not fine! no one knows. dya? lg la xtau. he had ignored me. OMG, how u gonna goes ur daily life without any message or misscall from him. i mean none, xdak, tiada. huhu. :'(

So today, mama ajak i kuar jap. ke mana ye? jusco! ouh, tempat biasa nmpknya. yeah, jusco is like our second home! :D and we used to it. kt jusco, kami jalan2. and mcm mna ntah, i rasa nk masuk Subzero. i nk tgk2 jea baju dya. harga not bad. RM25. pastu i rasa mcm nk beli, hehe. i pon try kt fitting room. i choose t-shirt yg warna grey tu. mcm vintage jea. i tak pernah lg ada baju grey, so i take it. and it cost RM29.

ouh yea! time i tgh try baju dlm fitting room td, my phone was ringging. tp kejap jea. after dh kuar dr kedai Subzero, i check my phone, and i got one misscall from Ridhwan. OMG!!!! finally, he respond to me!! ahahah. ouh syg, i miss youu taw tak??
hehe. happy sgt he is still alive! ngee :D yela, risau sgt sebab dh satu hari setengah dya mendiamkan diri. haiyoo =___=''

ok lah,
(agak happy)
off~

Friday, April 23, 2010

Sadness :'(



guyyyysss,

i sedihhh sgt hari ni. :'( dya x msj i langsung. yea, langsung tak! satu mesej pon i xdpt hari ni. sedihnya!!! huh, nmpknya dya mmg marahkan i. sebab semalam tu. xkn sbb xckap 'sayang' kita jadi macam ni. hal kecik jea kot. huhu, mcm2 i pkir skrg ni. maybe dya x syg i lg dh coz smlm dya igt yg i tak syg dya. huuu, pliz dun do this to me. ;'(

sumpah, i rasa lain gila hari ni. dya dh berubah kot. tp cepatnya. baru beberapa hari sebelum ni, kami sgttt lah happy. tp sbb kejadian smlm jea, kami dh mcm xrapat. u all phm kan? arrh, i really hate myself rite now! i am the one who causes the trouble! dya mesti tak suka gurl mcm ni kan? huh, what to do. this is me. im a problematic gurl. seriouslyy. its okay if you dun want me anymore, i'll feel my sadness alone, yeah, ALONE!

off~
cryingg.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Dingin ;'(

walao!

i think problems are starting to hunting me nowdays. seriously! First, today at tuition centre, my friends are teasing me.(again). ouh, my dear. you not do this fer once, but twice! watcha want from me?? thats you call a joke? *bull-shitt! get out from my face! i warn you! yeah, now you makes me really angry! puas??

second problems is, between me and him. we're start texting very nicely but it turns unhappy mood when the way i react with him. (sigh) im sorry dear, i don't know what to say when you call me SAYANG. you want me to say it back to you rite? but isn't too over? i x nak di cop 'perempuan x malu' or 'syok sendiri'. i hope you understand what am i thinking. so, when he call me sayang, i only give a smile. huh, thats the reason he mad at me tonight. he thought that i don't love him. but truth be told, i do loves youu sayang. :') but its too late, he didn't reply my sms. huhu :( my bad.

OFF~