I'm All Alone~

_________________________________we used to be like this_____________________________

I'm sitting here - alone
And no one can make me happy...
You are far, far away from here
You don't even think about me
I'm alone, so weak and crying
I'm thinking about our love
What can I do to have you back right now?
I don't know when you come back
I don't know are you still alive...
I don't know - just don't know.
How can I live without you now?

The days are going so long
and make me suffer
I don't remember how to smile...
Can anybody understand me?
I want to see you again
smiling at me and saying:
"Everything will be all right"
Sometimes it's hard to live further
Especialy when You aren't next to me...

There is no one who give me a hand
No one who can restore my smile back...
No one by you...only you...
And I miss you dear.
much more than you can wonder...


___________________________________but now, IM ALONE_________________________________

*I'll be waiting - for Sun in my life again :)

I Miss You!

I Miss You...

It's amazing how lonely I am
without you by my side.
I miss you so much right now...

I need to feel you against me.
I want to melt in your embrace.
I need you so much right now...

I miss you.
I can't stop thinking about you..
It's like you're stuck in my head,
I think about you everyday...

I feel like I should be dead.
It hurts me,
When I see couples kissing in public
and saying those words..
I wish it was you and me...

I crave the gentle caress
of your lips on my neck...
And the way you whisper in my ear,
that makes me weak at the knees.
I want you so much right now...

I'm not happy until I'm with you.
I miss your smile and your laugh.
I miss your warmth and your touch.
I miss everything that you are.
I miss everything you make me feel,
when we're together.

Every passing day we spend apart
is pure torture...
but seeing you at last,
makes it all worthwhile.
But still I have to say...
I miss you so much right now...

Subzero, Jusco!

how are you? ;')

im fine. hell, i lied! from outside you can see me all fine. but very deep inside my heart, im totally not fine! no one knows. dya? lg la xtau. he had ignored me. OMG, how u gonna goes ur daily life without any message or misscall from him. i mean none, xdak, tiada. huhu. :'(

So today, mama ajak i kuar jap. ke mana ye? jusco! ouh, tempat biasa nmpknya. yeah, jusco is like our second home! :D and we used to it. kt jusco, kami jalan2. and mcm mna ntah, i rasa nk masuk Subzero. i nk tgk2 jea baju dya. harga not bad. RM25. pastu i rasa mcm nk beli, hehe. i pon try kt fitting room. i choose t-shirt yg warna grey tu. mcm vintage jea. i tak pernah lg ada baju grey, so i take it. and it cost RM29.

ouh yea! time i tgh try baju dlm fitting room td, my phone was ringging. tp kejap jea. after dh kuar dr kedai Subzero, i check my phone, and i got one misscall from Ridhwan. OMG!!!! finally, he respond to me!! ahahah. ouh syg, i miss youu taw tak??
hehe. happy sgt he is still alive! ngee :D yela, risau sgt sebab dh satu hari setengah dya mendiamkan diri. haiyoo =___=''

ok lah,
(agak happy)
off~

Sadness :'(

guyyyysss,

i sedihhh sgt hari ni. :'( dya x msj i langsung. yea, langsung tak! satu mesej pon i xdpt hari ni. sedihnya!!! huh, nmpknya dya mmg marahkan i. sebab semalam tu. xkn sbb xckap 'sayang' kita jadi macam ni. hal kecik jea kot. huhu, mcm2 i pkir skrg ni. maybe dya x syg i lg dh coz smlm dya igt yg i tak syg dya. huuu, pliz dun do this to me. ;'(

sumpah, i rasa lain gila hari ni. dya dh berubah kot. tp cepatnya. baru beberapa hari sebelum ni, kami sgttt lah happy. tp sbb kejadian smlm jea, kami dh mcm xrapat. u all phm kan? arrh, i really hate myself rite now! i am the one who causes the trouble! dya mesti tak suka gurl mcm ni kan? huh, what to do. this is me. im a problematic gurl. seriouslyy. its okay if you dun want me anymore, i'll feel my sadness alone, yeah, ALONE!

off~
cryingg.

Dingin ;'(

walao!

i think problems are starting to hunting me nowdays. seriously! First, today at tuition centre, my friends are teasing me.(again). ouh, my dear. you not do this fer once, but twice! watcha want from me?? thats you call a joke? *bull-shitt! get out from my face! i warn you! yeah, now you makes me really angry! puas??

second problems is, between me and him. we're start texting very nicely but it turns unhappy mood when the way i react with him. (sigh) im sorry dear, i don't know what to say when you call me SAYANG. you want me to say it back to you rite? but isn't too over? i x nak di cop 'perempuan x malu' or 'syok sendiri'. i hope you understand what am i thinking. so, when he call me sayang, i only give a smile. huh, thats the reason he mad at me tonight. he thought that i don't love him. but truth be told, i do loves youu sayang. :') but its too late, he didn't reply my sms. huhu :( my bad.

OFF~

Happy :D

hye babe!

kebelakangan ni, mood i sentiasa happy jeaaa.. hehe best la mcm ni. dh lma i xrasa mcm ni taw! :') huhu. so im very happy for it. hmm td time nk blek ke rumah, mama singgah nk beli makan petang jap. aduhh, 'im gonna late fer my appoiment'! hehe, sebenar nya appoiment tu, appoiment dgn wan lah. MESEJ dgn dya. hoho. kt skula igt nk blek awal jea. kesian dya tggu kt rumah sorang2 tu, menanti mesej dari i. hehe. betul kan? wan yg cakap, awk tak leh ke tiap-tiap hari blek awal? asyik blek lambat je.. hehe nk buat mcm mna sayang, i ada kelas tambahan, aktiviti koko and bla bla bla. yg i pon actually xnak attend but i have too. haih, sabar je la. spm tahun ni kan. :') sabarrr.

ok lah, itu je. kt sini taip sikit je.
coz nk taip bnyk2 kt mesej phone plak, hehe. :D
OFF~

Cupid got Strukk!

Hello friends? :)

apa khabar? anda sihat? i sakit dada lah. haiyoo. hmm, :) td kan kt skula, i asyik teringat kt wan jea. haha. bukan angau lah! tp kebahagian. hehe yeke? lol. ;D kt skula igt nk blek cepat je. nk check hp i, nk msj dya. hehehe. lama dh i x mcm ni dowh! slalu hp i letak mna pon i kesah yaw ;p haha. tp lepas ni, i xkan berenggang dgn hp i, yeah! Never! ;)

wan best sangattt ouh! i suka dya. he is my guy. mine kot? hehe, ntah la. mybe blom lagi. we just go slow slow first, then baru lah.... hehe xtau la. tettt! xD dya pon mcm suka i. i suka cara dya layan i. very sweet taw. hehe. eh dh la, puji sikit2 sudah. meluat pulak u all nnt kan. hahak jeles la tu! ngehehe :D

ok la, nk pegy pasar mlm ni. anything to order? hehe. beli sendiri!
OFF~
*patut la i sakit dada, dh kena tembak dengan cupid ni! wooah! :)